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The
Middle Tier of Heaven was a place of lush green meadows filled with every
flower imaginable. The vibrant flora was generously fed by azure streams
and sparkling lakes. Every crystal stream was stirred by a bubbling waterfall.
Every tree swayed with a full embrace of leaves that never died. The fruit
that grew here was plump and so lusciously ripe that they glistened with
their juices beneath the neverending light. It was a glorious place: the
waiting area before admittance to the High Tier of Heaven. It was also
the home of Heaven's Army and the magnificent Angel who commanded it.
Anifiel
was the Creator's most glorious Angel. His hair was spun of gold, catching
every light in Heaven and reflecting it like a crown of golden jewels.
He had eyes that were the exact same shade as the grasses of the Middle
Tier -- a clear, vibrant green. Anifiel's face was strong and majestic,
squared for strength and sharp jawed and proud. He had a body as befitted
the Commander of Heaven's Army -- strong of limb, broad of chest, with
smooth, honey-colored skin. Men and Angels alike looked up to him and
admired him.
Yes,
Anifiel was the pride of Heaven, the Creator's first Angel and long considered
to be the Creator's favorite. For such an Angel, the Creator bestowed
upon Anifiel a gift, a companion. He was called the consort of the Commander
of Heaven's Army. His name was --
"FINNIANNNNN!"
The
lands of Heaven trembled.
"If
you do not heed me I shall clip your wings!"
The
cry bellowed across the verdant fields, setting birds to flight and startling
the denizens of the Middle Tier who had been engaged in what they always
did in Heaven: relaxing.
"Uh,
oh," Ryan muttered, cringing as the shout, as powerful as a war cry,
resounded once again. "Anifiel's pissed."
The
brown-eyed, blue eyed human winced as he listened to Anifiel continue
to scream. "FINNIAN!"
"The
boy has some lungs," he marveled. He was glad he wasn't the one being
called.
Not
that he ever would be. Angels as magnificent and important as Anifiel
never bothered themselves with the humans who were awaiting ascension
to the Upper Tier. In a way, Ryan was glad. He knew he wasn't worthy of
Anifiel's attention just yet.
When
he was alive, Ryan had been the assistant manager of a woman's clothing
store. Talk about Hell on Earth. To say he was pleased with where he'd
ended up was an understatement. He pretty much figured he'd end up in
some minor circle of Hell where women's shoes were continually on sale.
But
here he was, one of the selected humans who had made the transition from
the admitting gates of the Lower Tier to the waiting area in the Middle.
His task now was to find enlightenment. To have an epiphany. Or as he
liked to put it, "To make everything click". Once that occurred
-- and no one could predict when it would -- an Angel from the Upper Tier
would appear to carry him up to his final destination.
Cool.
For
now, though, he had to resign himself to lazing about in a setting straight
from a romance movie. Things were tough.
"Finnian!"
Ryan
cringed again and glanced about uneasily. He and his two human friends,
Eric and Samantha, had chosen a spot beside one of the countless lakes
that sparkled throughout the Middle Tier. Like his two companions, he
was dressed in a pale colored tunic that covered his slim body from neck
to toe. Nudity wasn't forbidden here, nor discouraged. Ryan figured the
tunics were for those, like himself, who were still shy at the idea of
streaking through Heaven. It still shocked him to see other humans walk
around bare-assed without a care in the world. Maybe one day he would
feel comfortable enough with his body to join them. Feeling shame in Heaven
didn't seem right and he wanted to overcome it.
His
two friends, Eric and Samantha, had been brother and sister on Earth.
They told him they used to run an auto detailing service. Samantha would
wash cars in her bikini while Eric detailed the interiors. Ryan had thought
it a strange profession for siblings, but hey, he had to believe them.
They were in Heaven, weren't they? You really couldn't get in here by
lying a lot.
The
twins both looked to the sky. Their flaxen colored hair glinted brightly
beneath the light of Heaven, their pale green eyes turned upward expectantly.
Eric wore a tunic shorter than Ryan's. Samantha's wore only the bottom
as a type of skirt. Ryan often suspected if Samantha's ample breasts were
meant to be a test. He was thankful he was immune. All three humans had
been the same age when they'd died, a young twenty-six.
"Someone's
being naughty," Eric said loudly as he grinned.
Ryan
didn't need to ask who. He felt the great rush of air against the back
of his neck. His heartbeat spiked and his skin tingled in reaction to
the unmistakable presence of an Angel hovering behind him.
"Anifiel's
calling for you," Ryan said, not turning around. "He sounds
pretty upset."
The
wind tickled his bare skin and the grasses flattened as great wings beat
against the air. There weren't any shadows in Heaven to let Ryan know
that the Angel had moved overhead, but the shift in wind gave the newcomer
away. The wind abruptly ceased. Like a thrown fish, a white robed body
flopped gracelessly onto the grass between the humans. Ryan laughed and
rolled his eyes.
"You're
really ruining my perceptions of Angels, Finn. You're supposed to be graceful."
Finnian,
consort of Anifiel, gift for the Commander of Heaven's Army, grinned as
he tilted his head on the grass to look upside down at Ryan.
"Maybe
I'm the one who's the proper Angel and all the others are humans in disguise,"
he suggested, teeth flashing impishly.
Ryan
felt himself smiling idiotically as he looked down at the sprawled Angel.
Anifiel might be Heaven's most glorious Angel, but Finnian was Heaven's
most beautiful. It wasn't Ryan's own opinion; the Creator had made Finnian
that way with great deliberateness. A beautiful gift for the Creator's
favorite.
But
although the Creator had made Finnian beautiful, Ryan highly doubted that
this Angel was supposed to have turned out so . . . unruly. Finnian was
a bit of a handful. Ryan suspected that on more than one occasion, Anifiel
wanted to curse the Creator for the gift he'd been given. That is, if
an Angel could curse.
Large
blue eyes that were the exact color of Heaven's skies blinked innocently
at him from within a porcelain, heart-shaped face. Ryan's heart beat faster
as he looked at Finnian. He didn't feel guilty for his reaction. Finnian's
beauty was supposed to make others fall in love with him. That was why'd
he'd been created. There was enough of human experience left in Ryan to
feel slightly uncomfortable with that.
"Why
are you brooding?" Finnian teased. He blinked again, thick reddish-brown
lashes fluttering over those Heavenly blue eyes. Puppy dog eyes, Ryan
thought absently. The Angel pursed his lips into a moue of displeasure.
"Don't be moody, Ryan. I will make you happy if you need me to."
So
saying, Finnian rolled across the grass, his great wings tucked in between
his shoulder blades until he had rolled right up against the three humans.
Finnian had been given a different outfit than the other denizens of Heaven.
He wore a shortened version of their own tunic, cutting high up the thighs
to bare the Angel's cream-colored legs. The top of Finnian's tunic was
also cut away to show the slender curves of his shoulders and arms. It
was proper attire for a consort, and not even as revealing as those who
went around nude. Yet something about the cut of the tunic was sneakily
seductive. In a land of purity, Ryan thought it a strangely alluring choice.
Finnian
obviously didn't mind what he bared because he carelessly draped his naked,
milky legs across both Eric and Samantha's laps and dropped his head happily
into Ryan's.
Ryan
looked down into the cheerful face, fighting down the lust and fascination
that Finnian always inspired in him.
"You
have no shame, do you?"
Finnian
closed his eyes, smiling. He reached for Ryan's hand and placed it in
his vibrant red hair. "I am made for pleasure. Being the focus of
desire is what I was created for."
Ryan
hesitantly stroked his fingers through the long ruby red hair. It was
as soft as down. "You were created for Anifiel, not for a bunch of
mangy humans."
Finnian
shrugged. "Perhaps I prefer mangy humans. They are infinitely more
interesting than Angels. Treat me better, too."
Ryan
wondered at the unexpected statement.
"We'll
treat you better than anyone, Finn," Eric spoke up, winking at Ryan
across the supine Angel. "Just relax and let us pamper you."
Ryan
watched in growing annoyance as his friends eagerly took advantage of
the rare gift given to them. Both Samantha and Eric eagerly stroked Finnian's
calves, admiring the perfection of this Angel who had been created to
provide pleasure. Ryan was shocked as Samantha boldly ran her hand up
the inside of Finnian's thigh. She hesitated at the hem for a second,
then slid her hand up beneath the edge of his garment.
"Samantha!"
Ryan blurted, horrified.
Finnian
smiled lazily, eyes still closed. Noting the lack of protest from the
ruby-haired Angel, Samantha gave a grin of her own and continued her explorations.
Ryan nearly jumped when Finnian suddenly gave a soft moan. The Angel's
legs parted a little more as Samantha's hand delved higher. A red tint
crept across Finnian's cheekbones.
Samantha
grinned wider. "Like that?" she teased huskily.
Finnian
shifted restlessly on the grass, his lips parted.
"I
think he does, Sis," Eric purred, hungrily watching Finnian's reactions.
Ryan
swallowed thickly when his cock swelled beneath his tunic. He stared at
the moving lump of Samantha's hand, wondering what it was doing and thinking
he had a pretty good idea. You slut! Ryan thought at her. The thought
was quickly followed by, I wonder what he feels like.
On
the other side of Finnian, Eric had decided to match his sister's boldness.
The young blonde slid down the grass to Finnian's delicate feet. Watching
the Angel's face, Eric carefully began to suck on the red-head's toes.
Finnian gasped, his heels digging into the grass. Slender fingers curved
into the soil.
This
is so not right, Ryan thought, nervously. We're not supposed to
molest Angels!
He
looked down at Finnian's passion-flushed face and Ryan nearly creamed
his robes. Okay, he knew what was going on. Finnian was a wet dream and
even better, he was a willing one. A shameless one. But why would Angels
feel shame anyway? Finnian was created for pleasure, he was simply fulfilling
his purpose.
It
still felt wrong.
"Touch
me," Finnian said in a low whisper. Blue eyes gazed up at Ryan, challenging
and coaxing him. Ryan groaned. No fair. He was only human. Or, used to
be. He couldn't resist the pull as Finnian placed Ryan's fingers against
the Angel's face. "Touch me, Ryan."
"Just-just
a little," Ryan stammered. Who was he kidding?
He
lightly caressed Finnian's skin, marveling at its peach skin softness.
The small sigh of pleasure the act elicited made Ryan want to hear more.
He traced Finnian's high cheekbones inward, ghosting over the pert nose,
smiling as Finnian twitched it as if the touch tickled. Ryan ran the edge
of his fingernail carefully along the fan of lashes, separating each one
and imagining that they chimed as each lash sprang back. And then he did
what he'd longed to do. He carefully rubbed the tip of his finger across
the Angel's open lips, testing the rosy lushness.
Finnian
moaned softly at the caress, so Ryan did it again, his cock growing harder
as he traced the sensitive outer curve of the Angel's lips. They parted
unexpectedly, a tongue flicking out to curl around his finger. Ryan gasped,
his erection poking the back of Finnian's head. Blue eyes opened and looked
up at him knowingly.
Ryan
jerked his hand away, ashamed of himself even though nothing on Finnian's
smiling face suggested that the Angel was upset at his touch.
Maybe
that was the problem.
"FINNIAN!"
The
booming voice made all three humans jerk back in alarm, tossing Finnian
flat onto his face on the grass. The red-haired Angel lifted his head
and spit out a stalk of grass. "Oh, hello, Anifiel."
The
golden-haired Commander of Heaven's Army hovered in the air, scowling
down at the four. Ryan cowed beneath the look. It must be the look Anifiel
used on Demons. Poor Demons. Ryan quickly looked away to Finnian. Big
mistake. Finnian's short garment had ridden up, baring the bottom curve
of his buttocks. Ryan had to bite his tongue to stop himself from staring
at the shadowed crease.
"You
are my lover," Anifiel declared, glaring at Finnian. "You
were not created to share your body with the entirety of Heaven."
Finnian
tugged down his robe and rose up onto his knees. "The humans on Earth
think that the purpose of Angels is to provide them with happiness. Perhaps
that was what I was doing."
"Your
purpose is to please me and nothing else," Anifiel told him. And
though Ryan he was in Heaven and was supposed to be working towards goodness,
he entertained a few unkind thoughts for the golden Angel. "You were
created to be my lover, Finnian. That is your only purpose."
A
light flashed in Finnian's eyes, too quick for Ryan to identify. Finnian
shrugged, a carefree grin brightening his face. "Well, I had better
get to it then, hadn't I? You said you'd been calling." He stood,
his slender body pausing in a pose that accentuated his delicate lines.
"You wanted me for a reason, my handsome Commander?"
Anifiel's
irritation gave way to a grudging smile. Ryan wondered how many times
Finnian had been able to deflect Anifiel's ire this way. Probably all
the time.
"I
desire your presence," Anifiel said in his deep baritone as he dropped
lightly to the grass. The sound of the magnificent Angel's voice made
Ryan's skin break out in goosebumps. He prayed the golden-haired Angel
wouldn't notice.
"You
miss me," Finnian said softly as he stepped closer to the other Angel.
He wasn't coy or teasing. Finnian was merely stating a fact and seemed
pleased by it.
Anifiel's
handsome face softened, his green gaze sweeping over his consort covetously.
"I do."
An
intimacy existed between the two Angels that was undeniable and deliberate.
Finnian had been created to be Annifiel's consort, after all, so their
attraction was by design. But it still embarrassed Ryan to witness the
Angels' affection for each other. He knew he shouldn't feel ashamed. This
was love of the highest degree. He should feel honored to see true love
in action. But a part of him was still uncomfortable and he didn't understand
why.
He
watched with veiled eyes as Finnian stepped up to the Commander and laid
a pale hand upon the honey-colored skin of Anifiel's cheek. "I promised
Ryan I would fly him over the pools. Let me fulfill my obligation to him,
and then I will fulfill mine to you."
Ryan
had forgotten about that, and now wished he hadn't asked it of the red-haired
Angel. "Finnian, it's alright. You can go --"
Turquoise
eyes turned to him slowly, full of mirth. "No backing out now. You
were very excited when you asked me for the flight. I know you want it."
The
last words made Ryan blush for no reason at all. He turned an even brighter
red when Anifiel looked down at him, too. Something about the glorious
golden Angel made Ryan very, very nervous. To his relief, the Commander
disregarded him swiftly, returning his attention to Finnian.
"Very
well. Please make haste. I do miss you." And in front of the three
humans, Anifiel tilted Finnian's chin up and pressed his lips chastely
to his consort's.
It
was a non-sexual kiss like that of friends, but Ryan smothered a gasp
at the intense feelings that swelled between the two Angels. It radiated
outwards from them like heat from a suddenly stoked furnace. Ryan was
flooded with a love so pure it made his heart ache. He felt his eyes well
with tears and he had to rapidly blink them back. Just as quickly, a wave
of pleasure swamped him. It was like receiving the best backrub of his
life while eating chocolate and having sex. The endorphin rush left him
panting and he was grateful to see he wasn't the only one affected as
Eric and Samantha fell back onto the grass, moaning softly.
When
the kiss ended, so did the wash of feelings and Ryan nearly sobbed at
the loss. He ached. He yearned for the union these two Angels shared.
Is this what awaited him in the Upper Tier? His eyes stroked longingly
over Finnian and Anifiel. Or was this something only they shared? If so,
he would be forever jealous of them.
He
managed to get himself back under control so that he no longer looked
like a kid who'd had his porn magazine yanked away from him right when
he was about to climax. By then, Anifiel was gone and Eric and Samantha
were waving them off as Finnian lifted him into his arms and brought Ryan
airborne. The loss became just a memory.
Ryan
closed his eyes, still unused to flight in the arms of an Angel. He knew
logically that he wouldn't fall. Plus, there was the small fact that he
was already dead. Nevertheless, it was a little unnerving to know that
the slender bands of Finnian's arms were the only thing keeping him in
the air.
"Anifiel
bothers you."
It
was not an accusation on Finnian's part, merely an observation.
Ryan
shrugged as much as his position would allow. "He's an intimidating
Angel. He's the Creator's favorite and the Commander of the Armies --
the guy's got a lot going for him." He tilted his head to look up
at Finnian's profile. "Plus he's got you."
Ryan
liked how Finnian smiled. He enjoyed making the Angel happy.
"Anifiel
loves me because he has no choice," Finnian said. Ryan knew he must
have imagined the hint of sharpness in the Angel's voice. "Our glorious
Angel has been shackled to me whether he likes it or not. Our attraction
has been carefully constructed."
"He
loves you nonetheless," Ryan stated. And he believed it wholeheartedly.
One could not help but love Finnian. But again, he felt that pinprick
of wrongness about the situation. Ryan had had his share of manipulating
girlfriends. Creating Finnian to be irresistible felt like manipulation
to him, though of course he'd never say it. What the hell did he
know? He used to spend an hour every day wiping deodorant stains from
women's dresses, for crying out loud.
Ryan
lowered his head and watched the verdant grasses of the Middle Tier rush
past them. He wiggled one arm free of Finnian's hold so he could wave
back at the humans and Angels who lounged carelessly around the pools
of azure water.
"Can
I ask you something?" he said as he watched the beautiful lands whiz
past.
Finnian
dipped his left wing, sending them into a slow, easy bank. "Of course."
Ryan
bit his lip, debating whether he should risk it. Then he reminded himself
that this was Finnian. The Angel would never be mad at him.
"When
the Creator made you, were you given a choice about your gender?"
Blue
eyes touched him briefly. "Yes. I chose this form."
Ryan
shook his head in confusion. "Why? Why not be a woman? That's more
natural, isn't it? You and Anifiel can't really --" he blushed, "--
well, I guess you can, but I didn't think homosexuality was allowed among
Angels."
"Love
is love," Finnian stated patiently. It was as simple and true as
that, Ryan realized. The arguments he'd engaged in on Earth seemed pointless
up here in Heaven. "Besides, Angels do not love each other with their
bodies in a sexual way. Possessing the reproductive organs of a man or
woman does not matter in Heaven. Sexual activity is not required for pleasure."
"Then
why a man, Finnian?"
They
flew through a swath of clouds, the coolness making Ryan shiver.
"I
wanted to be Anifiel's equal in some way."
The
words were so soft Ryan nearly missed them. If he didn't know better,
he would have thought they sounded ashamed. He looked up at Finnian and
he noticed with dismay at the look of wistfulness on the red-haired Angel's
face.
"I
understood my place. I was honored to be the gift of the Creator. But
I wished to be less a gift than a partner," Finnian continued quietly.
"I aspired for more."
"But
you are his partner!" Ryan insisted, greatly disturbed by
this beautiful Angel's unexpected insecurity. "Anifiel doesn't want
anyone else by his side."
"In
love perhaps. But in war? Am I allowed to pick up a spear and join the
War against the Demons?" Finnian's mouth twisted in the first look
of discontent that Ryan had ever seen on an Angel. "Am I given minutes
to speak in the great forum as Anifiel does?" Finnian looked down
at Ryan, his blue eyes suddenly not so peaceful, suddenly glowing with
passion. "Or am I the prize to be waiting at the end of Anifiel's
travails?"
Ryan
swallowed uncertainly. "You are the inspiration he uses to fight
the Demons," he whispered. "You are the one he fights to come
back to. Your love gives him the strength to do what he must, Finnian.
You must believe that."
"And
no one else could do that in my stead?"
Ryan
gulped beneath the piercing blue eyes. He felt naked, exposed. He didn't
know what Finnian would see in his own eyes, but he feared that it might
be too much regardless.
Then
Finnian smiled, and it was like the sun bursting over the mountains. Or
the beautiful glow over the waters of the Caribbean. The tight muscles
in Ryan's neck melted in pleasure.
"It
is alright, Ryan, to feel the way you do. I do not mind."
Ryan
smiled in relief. Except the problem was, he didn't know what Finnian
was talking about.
~~~~~
Finnian
dropped Ryan off with the humans and flew swiftly to the pavilion that
was Anifiel's and his private abode. The golden-haired Angel rose to his
feet as soon as he saw Finnian approaching, a wide smile on his handsome
face.
Finnian
felt guilty for the thoughts he had held and the words he had spoken while
flying Ryan. He knew he had nothing to complain about. He was cherished
by the most important Angel of Heaven. He wanted for nothing.
It
was no small relief that at the sight of Anifiel, Finnian knew nothing
save the need to be reunited with his lover. All thoughts ceased the moment
he was embraced by Anifiel's strong, golden arms. Finnian tilted his head
back to meet the other Angel's sparkling emerald gaze and he basked in
the love that blazed forth. Anifiel was unable to love or even think about
another while Finnian existed in Heaven. The great Commander might possess
the strength to smote a hundred Demons, but in this he was as weak as
a babe. He was as helpless as Finnian to fight the feelings between them.
"Anifiel
. . . Anifiel . . . my beloved." Finnian's whispers wrapped around
them like a silken blanket, binding them tighter and tighter together.
When their lips met, it was the clashing of two stars. Any who looked
on them would have been blinded.
Finnian
moaned sweetly as strong fingers carded through his hair. "You steal
my breath," Anifiel whispered, gently rubbing their cheeks together.
"You fulfill my every passion. You meet my every need. No being will
ever be loved as I love you, my Finnian."
A
tear spilled from Finnian's eye as he gazed up at his lover. Anifiel's
words were true. An Angel could not lie in Heaven. Anifiel loved him above
all others.
But
like a single feather floating through a clear sky, Finnian was distracted
by doubt. Would Anifiel feel the same if their bond hadn't been forged
by the Creator? If they were both human and free to choose, would they
still choose each other?
He
touched Anifiel's mouth, tracing the sensual slopes. "Would you like
to make love the way the humans do?" he asked softly, but hopefully.
"Ryan has told me of the physical pleasures they enjoy. I would like
to try it with you."
Anifiel
smiled down at him. "Curious consort. But we are Angels, are we not?
Not humans. Leave them to their play. It is not our way."
Anifiel
hugged him again and Finnian was left gasping at the pleasure that poured
through him, clean and pure as crystal waters, making him forget his request.
It was the most perfect love there was, and yet Finnian couldn't help
wondering if there was more.
~~~~~
Anifiel,
Commander of Heaven's Army, Heaven's most glorious Angel and the favorite
of the Creator was in love with his own voice.
"He
really talks a lot, doesn't he?" Finnian mused aloud.
Beside
him, Ryan choked on the wine he was drinking. "Finn, would you keep
it down?" Ryan wiped at his mouth, looking around the crowded assembly
nervously. "You're going to get us in trouble."
"We're
in Heaven, what sort of trouble do you think we'll get in?" Finnian
asked archly. "I don't think anyone will decide it is worth the effort
to send us all the way to the Beneath now that we are all the way up here.
Do you?"
"Maybe
not you, but they'd have no problem dropping me over the
side," Ryan mumbled.
Finnian
studied his friend. "That's right. I keep forgetting that you are
human. You can go anywhere you like." He grinned slightly. "Or
don't like, as the case may be."
Finnian
turned away to study the crowd, ignoring his friend's considering look.
They sat overlooking a crowd of at least a thousand Angels and humans
who had gathered to hear the great Anifiel discuss his plans for the Army.
Finnian
had heard the speech enough times to consider using the word 'eternity'.
Anifiel had practiced it to Finnian over and over and over and over and
-- well, let's just say several times.
"Just
look at him," he complained, but without much heat.
Beside
him, Ryan sipped absently at his wine, eyes glued to Anifiel. "It's
kinda hard not to, you know?"
Finnian
smirked at the human's reaction and turned to watch his lover gesturing
grandly. The sight of Anifiel made something in Finnian's heart somersault.
His breath caught and his vision narrowed until all he could concentrate
on was his lover. Finnian closed his eyes, breaking a spell he knew was
not imagined.
"Definitely
talks a lot," he murmured, bringing himself back under control. A
mild irritation flittered across his brain. His lack of will where Anifiel
was concerned was beginning to frustrate Finnian.
"When
you were on Earth, did you have many lovers?" he asked Ryan.
He
could sense the human's unease with the question, so Finnian kept his
eyes moving over the assembled crowd.
"I,
well, I didn't have much luck in that department," he heard Ryan
mumble. "I was kinda shy and . . . stuff."
Finnian
quirked an eyebrow as he turned back to his friend. "Stuff?"
A
blush broke over Ryan's face, which Finnian found adorable. The brown-haired
human was very attractive. Cute, as he'd heard the humans say. His dark
hair fell in soft ringlets around his face and his eyes were a pretty
blue, more violet than Finnian's turquoise orbs.
"I
had a lot of trouble dealing with my sexuality," Ryan admitted, his
face brighter than ever. "My parents were pretty old-fashioned and
they didn't like - " he took a deep breath, "-- they didn't
like homosexuals. Especially if their only son was one."
Finnian
studied him curiously. "You desired other men."
Ryan
looked miserable. "It wasn't something I wanted, believe me. I dated
girls through high school and college, hoping if I found the right one
that I'd be saved from myself." He chuckled, but not happily. "What
a waste. All it took was one glance at a guy in the showers next to me
and months of dating girls went down the toilet."
The
humans' beliefs on sexuality had always struck Finnian as odd. So much
angst and misery over something that should have been wonderful.
"Did
you take on a male lover?" he pressed, hiding a smile as Ryan blushed
anew.
"I
fooled around with a guy once. We jerked each other off, but that was
it."
Finnian
cocked his head. "Jerked each other off?"
Ryan
looked around anxiously. "Maybe I shouldn't be telling you this stuff,
Finn. I don't think Anifiel wants you to know or talk about any of this.
It's kinda, well, it's not what Angels should think about."
But
the reminder of what Anifiel would want only irritated Finnian. "If
I want to know about 'jerking off' then I want to know it," he declared.
"Anifiel is not my keeper."
Ryan
nodded in support, but Finnian had to look away. They both knew that Finnian
ultimately answered to Anifiel, no matter what he might pretend. For a
fleeting second, Finnian imagined what it might be like if he were human
. . .
To
distract himself from the thought, he concentrated on the scene below.
Finnian thought his lover could do with less mighty, impressive bellowing
and more winks and suggestive smiles . . . that's how Finnian always won
others over.
"Anifiel
is giving me a headache," Finnian complained, dropping his head onto
his folded arms. He and Ryan lay sprawled on the grassy hill above the
speaking circle where Anifiel currently held court. Anifiel's majestic
voice rattled Finnian's brain with every adjective. "Can't we go?"
he whined.
"No,
we can't." Ryan shook his head at Finnian, but was obviously relieved
at the change of topic. "C'mon, Finn. You're Anifiel's consort. Do
you have any idea how bad it would look if you walked out while he was
speaking?"
"I'd
intended to fly out, actually."
"Even
worse!" Ryan exclaimed. "Everyone would feel you leave."
Finnian
experimentally flexed his large white wings. A practiced flutter sent
a soft ripple of air over both of them, stiring Finnian's chin-length
red hair. "Hardly noticable," he declared.
Ryan
snorted. "Right. Go ahead, Finn: leave. Just don't come crawling
to me when Anifiel deafens your ears with his screaming."
Finnian
sighed. There were, he decided, a lot of disadvantages to being the consort
of the Commander of Heaven's Army. Finnian was at Anifiel's constant beck
and call. While Finnian loved the Commander with every ounce of his being,
the unnatural tie between them was beginning to chafe. While the humans
and most Angels considered Finnian to be enviable -- he was, after all,
the Angel created as a gift for the Creator's most beloved Angel -- Finn
considered the honor to be a dubious one.
Actually,
he considered it to be a major pain in the neck. Finn grinned. He'd borrowed
that phrase from the humans.
Speaking
of which. . .
"Are
we going down to the Lower Tier?" he asked, blithely changing the
subject.
Ryan
eyed him suspiciously. "You know you're not supposed to go down there.
If Anifiel finds out you leave the Middle Tier, he might go so far as
to paddle you in public."
Finnian
yawned. "He would not dare. He would not stand the thought of anyone
seeing my bare bottom but him."
Ryan
sprayed more wine across the grass. "I didn't say he'd do it on your
bare -- your bare --" Ryan turned away, blushing madly.
"No,
but you thought it," Finnian teased with a wink.
"You
are definitely not a model Angel."
Finnian
grinned. "I do not need to be model, just lovable. I am not supposed
to be anything else, remember?"
Ryan
looked sad. "Finn . . ."
Finnian
sat up and wrapped one of his wings around the human's shoulders. "Come
on, Ryan. You know you want to. We haven't been down to the Lower Tier
in ages."
"I
thought you're an Angel? You're beginning to sound very much like a Demon.
Tempation is supposed to be bad, remember?"
Finnian
smirked. "So is having to sit here and listen to Anifiel babble like
this. Come on. He'll never miss us."
Anifiel
would absolutely miss Finnian. He would notice right away that his consort
was no longer in the assembly, especially when every head turned to watch
Finnian fly away with Ryan tucked safely in his arms. But Finnian didn't
feel like caring right now. Let Anifiel have his fun being the important
Angel that Heaven needed him to be. Finnian wasn't that Angel. He knew
he didn't need to be anything but beautiful.
~~~~~
Ryan
sat cross-legged on a cloud. He was sitting on a cloud. He always
got a kick out of that.
"What
is that they're doing there?" Finnian asked. The red-haired Angel
was lying on his stomach beside Ryan, looking through the cloud to Earth
below.
Ryan
had long since given up trying to figure out how they were able to sit
on a cloud while still seeing through it. He chalked it up to another
mystery of Heaven. He followed Finnian's pointing finger.
"Ah,
that guy in the chair is getting a tattoo. See that big guy with the gun-like
thing in his hand?" Ryan had described guns to Finnian and knew that
the Angel understood the reference. "That gun-thing has a bunch of
needles in it. He dips the needles in ink and then those needles stab
beneath the skin and plant the ink there."
"Decoration
for the skin," Finnian murmured in awe. "Why does the guy in
the chair have that expression? Does it hurt?"
Ryan
smiled, amused how his Angel friend fell into human lingo whenever they
descended to the Lower Tier. "Yeah, it hurts. But I've never gotten
one myself so I can't tell you how bad it is."
"What
are those silver things on his chest?"
Ryan
squinted his eyes. They were probably millions or trillions of miles from
Earth -- who knew? -- but the distance seemed like only a few hundred
feet. Another mystery.
"Those
are, er, nipple rings."
Turquoise
eyes fixed on Ryan's face. "What are they for?"
"Just
more decoration. They make some people look sexy, I guess." Damn.
He could feel his face heating up again.
Finnian
had a sly smile on his face. "Do you have a nipple ring?"
Ryan
sighed. He couldn't really lie to an Angel. "Yes, I have one. It
was mostly a silent protest against my parents," he tried to justify.
When Finnian continued to grin, Ryan gave in. "Okay, yeah, and I
thought it might look hot on me."
Finnian
scrambled upright, completely oblivious of what his robe did, or did not,
conceal. "Let me see it, Ryan. I want to see what you humans think
is sexy."
"Well,
it kinda involves the person . . ." Ryan mumbled, looking wistfully
at the Middle Tier. "Maybe we should go back now."
"Not
until I see your nipple ring." Finnian leaned forward, pale hands
reaching for the opening of Ryan's robe.
Embarrassed,
Ryan quickly batted his hands away. "I'll do it." Feeling extremely
self-conscious, Ryan pulled down the shoulders of his robe, revealing
his bare chest and the silver ring that pierced his left nipple.
Finnian's
eyes went round, his lips pursing into an 'o'. "So pretty,"
he murmured, reaching forward before Ryan could stop him. Finnian flicked
his finger against the ring, looking up startled when Ryan sucked in his
breath. "Does that hurt?"
Ryan
laughed ruefully. "Try the opposite. That's another reason humans
get pierced -- it makes you hypersensitive."
"Really?"
A pale finger flicked the ring again and Ryan had to bite his lip as the
sensation went straight to his groin.
"Finn,
don't."
"It
makes you feel good, doesn't it?" Finnian asked coyly.
Ryan's
face was on fire. "Yes and no. Right now, it's mostly no."
Finnian
sat back on his heels, eyes latched onto the ring.
Ryan
decided he did not like the calculating look on Finnian's face. "Look,
Finn --"
"I
want one of those."
Ryan
blinked. "You can't. You'd have to go to Earth. And well, besides
the fact that you're Finnian, only Guardian Angels can walk the
Earth, right?"
"I
think it's time I went down to Earth," Finnian announced, standing
up. "I've been watching the humans forever. I want to taste their
ice cream. I want to listen to their techno music. I want to slide down
a slide and get a raspberry burn on my bottom!"
Ryan,
who'd stood up to avoid the temptation of looking up Finnian's robes,
broke into laughter. "Finn, you just can't do that. You have to stay
here. Besides, nothing's better than Heaven. Trust me on that. There are
a lot of bad things on Earth. Bad people. It can be pretty rough and I
wouldn't want you to see it."
The
red-haired Angel turned to him with the first annoyance Ryan had ever
seen on those beautiful features. "Are you my keeper now, too?"
Ryan
had never felt more terrible. Finnian was his best friend. "Of course
not, Finn. I'm sorry. Do what you want. I'm only looking out for you.
I don't want you to get hurt for something silly like ice cream."
He glanced down at his still bared chest. "Or a nipple ring."
Finnian
studied him for several moments, his face unreadable. At last he sighed.
"I'm sorry, Ryan. I did not mean to be cross with you. I have everything
I need in Heaven. I don't know why I am so curious about Earth."
"It's
natural, Finn. You're one of the True Angels. You were never a human,
so you don't know what Earth is like." Ryan hesitantly laid a hand
on the Angel's shoulder, suppressing a shiver of pleasure at the feel
of that petal-soft skin. "But an Angel like you should stay up here,
where it's safe and good. I wouldn't want you to be tainted."
"Such
a good friend," Finnian said with a smile. "I'm lucky to have
you."
Ryan
beamed.
It
was on that high that Ryan found himself once again deposited in the pleasure
lands of the Middle Tier. Finnian had flown off to do whatever it was
that consorts did. Ryan lay on his back with the eternal sun beating warmly
upon his face. The grasses waved gently in the breeze, tickling his ankles.
He
fell asleep, dreaming of Finnian dressed as a goth boy and dancing in
one of Ryan's favorite clubs. He awoke to the blaze of horns and the bellow
of a voice he knew well.
"FINNIAN!!!"
Gasping,
Ryan shot upright. The wind was aswirl around him and it took his sleep-fogged
brain a moment to realize it wasn't a natural wind. Anifiel hovered above
him, the handsome Angel's face contorted into such distress that Ryan
scampered backwards on hands and feet in fear.
"Where
is Finnian?" Anifiel demanded, his great wings pounding the air above
Ryan. "Where is my consort!"
Ryan
moaned at the great voice that rattled his bones and set his blood screaming
through his veins. Anifiel scared him. Anifiel transfixed him.
"I-I
don't know where he is!" Ryan cried out. "Honestly!"
But
the moment he said the words, Ryan knew.
"Finnian
is no longer in Heaven," Anifiel told him, and the great Angel's
voice shook with emotion.
Ryan
shook his head, fearing the next words; knowing what they'd be.
"My
beloved has gone to Earth." Anifiel pointed an accusing finger at
the human. "Because you tempted him with it!"
Ryan
closed his eyes and huddled against the grass, not bothering to deny anything
while that great rage and loss roiled in Anifiel's green eyes. He whimpered
when strong arms picked him off the ground as if he weighed nothing.
"Are
you going to drop me to the Beneath?" he asked in a small voice as
they rushed through the air more quickly than Finnian had ever flown.
The Angels and humans below them looked up at their swift passage in confusion
and worry. Ryan knew if he fell right now he might not die again, but
he would experience extraordinary pain.
Anifiel's
deep voice rumbled right beside Ryan's ear. "You are going to help
me get my beloved back, or you will indeed be dropped with the Demons."
A band of iron tightened around Ryan's chest as Anifiel crushed him. "You
have corrupted Finnian, and now you will set things right."
With
Anifiel's threat echoing in his mind and the Middle Tier rushing madly
beneath them, Ryan closed his eyes and did what any self-respecting human
would do in his position. He fainted.
The
End
To be continued in "A Match Made in Hell"
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